She pressed her lips into a faint, tired smile.
“Hi, Andrew.”
Her voice was calm, but there was something dim about it—like a light left on in an empty room. I stopped a couple of steps away from her, unsure whether I was allowed to get any closer, as if the divorce had drawn an invisible line between us.
“What… what are you doing here?” I asked, even though the question sounded foolish, even to me.
She gave a small shrug.
“Waiting.”
Silence settled between us. Footsteps echoed down the hall, a metal cart rattled past, a nurse whispered something. Life went on, indifferent to the storm in my chest.
I looked at her gown, at the white wristband around her arm.
“Are you sick?”
She hesitated for a fraction of a second. Just that. But I saw it.
“I was diagnosed before you left.”
The words fell heavily, one by one. My stomach tightened.
“Diagnosed with what?” I whispered.
“Cancer,” she said simply. “Breast cancer. Early stage, they said. But enough to turn my world upside down.”
I sat down on the bench beside her without realizing when I moved. My head was ringing.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
She looked at me for a long moment. There was no reproach in her eyes. Only truth.
“I told you I couldn’t do it anymore. I told you I felt alone. You were already gone, Andrew. Even when you were still living in the apartment.”
It hit harder than any scream.
“I started treatment on my own,” she continued. “Surgery, then chemotherapy. My mom stayed with me when she could. The rest… I managed.”
I ran a hand through my hair, a knot forming in my throat.
“I thought… I thought you’d gone to stay with your family. That you wanted peace.”
She smiled sadly.
“Peace doesn’t heal everything.”
We sat there for a long time. I bought her a tea from the vending machine. I held her hand when the nurse said it would take a bit longer. We talked about nothing in particular—about how everything had gotten more expensive, about neighbors who still parked like idiots, about the neighbor’s dog that barked at night.
At one point, she looked at me again.
“I’m not telling you this to make you feel guilty.”
“But I do,” I said.
She nodded.
“I know. But I want you to know something. I survived. And I’m going to be okay. Not because it was easy—but because I had to be.”
When the doctor called her name, she stood up slowly. I stood as well.
“Sarah… I’m sorry,” I said, with a sincerity that came too late.
She looked at me calmly.
“I know. You came when you could.”
And then she walked through that white door. I stayed behind in the hallway, with the smell of antiseptic and a painful lesson pressing on my chest: sometimes we don’t leave because we stop loving—we leave because we’re afraid. And fear costs us more than anything else.
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